The waiting....

I have found it harder to sleep here than any other hospital or hospital room that I have ever stayed at in the past. Because of the constant tired I might have a hard time writing as much as I would like to write.

Days here have become very uneventful since the transplant. This was not unexpected as the doctors here seem to have an exact idea of when I will start getting sick. They seem to have a cookie cutter approach with all of the patients here and we are all on the same feel good / feel bad schedule. I must say it is a little surreal comparing sick notes in the hall with other patients. But I guess it makes sense because we are all here for the same reason.

There is a big calendar on the wall of my room that has all of my treatment days, blood counts and count down to sickness. Apparently I get one more dose of chemo tomorrow and then the following days will be the down sick days. Until then it's just a lot of sitting around and waiting...